What happened to my patience?

by Kim neyer | more from this Blogger

2011 Jan 09 07: 18 PM

I'm so excited tonight. It was about eight months since we started a we having pregnancy with our second child and I received the final confirmation of that morning that we have succeeded yet again. It is not so hard to wait for pregnancy? I was so lucky with my first in that it took us only two months. I have some friends who tried for years to get pregnant. What I learned, however is difficult to, that is, wait until you have been trying for two months or twenty-four. After deciding to a child (or other), simply could not occur soon enough!

Despite My frustration I feel sense of peace. Deep down I know that I have nothing to worry. Time simply isn't right. I'm incredibly blessed to stay home with 21 months, my son, who actually expend all of my energy on a daily basis. When to really sit down and explore all that I have, I'm waiting the realisation and content. My moments are fleeting weakness, often in the form of jealousy when a friend announce pregnancy. Admit, you know exactly what I say! However, these memories fade quickly for me during the implementation and how genuinely happy I have this friend. They were probably waiting with anticipation and excitement only enough!

I believe a lot of my frustration over being defeated in the first place. He was not a plan get pregnant by "accident" and not to obsess over it? What happened to the plan of carefree? I think that ended the window my son turned 18 months and we can still not got pregnant. Really I want to return to this plan: relaxation, enjoy my family and my hobby, and let everything take its own. It's stressful trying to create and the stress is likely to sabotage me!

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